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Saturday, September 26, 2015

I'm numb and way too easy

it's currently 4am, the alcohol's out of my system & I can't depend on its high to get me to fall asleep anymore. 

I can't stop thinking. 
I can't stop thinking about you. 

I can't stop thinking about 
how you said I had pretty nails 
when they weren't even painted, 
how I wanted to but didn't get my nails painted
my favourite shade of red 
because of your little drunk ass comment the other night, 
how you've subtly left a trail of poison. 

I can't stop thinking about 
the way you told me you like my hair, 
how it doesn't have any split ends.

I can't stop thinking about 
your hand on my cheek 
as you pulled me closer to you, 
the little chill that danced up my spine
when you kissed me. 

i can't stop thinking about
the view we saw when your arms were
wrapped around my waist. 

I can't stop thinking 
about the song that was playing 
when your body was against mine. 

I can't stop thinking 
about how soft your lips felt 
against my fingers, 
the way your jawline felt in my hands, 
I swear I remember the edges that I held on to. 

I can't stop thinking about 
the taste of vodka on your tongue,
I can still feel it writhing in my veins. 


I can't stop thinking about 
the frantic butterflies I felt 
in my throat when I told you
I was going to regret you in the morning.

I can't stop thinking about how much I actually don't regret it.


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