Just by myself

I dont know if being alone is a good thing. I believe that we all need to have times when it's just us alone. No need to act a certain way or fake a certain emotion so that you won't worry others. Then can you feel how you truly feel, it would be a great thing, to be able to let your emotions free. Even if it was just for a minute.

But what happens when you're lonely all the time. It's true, that I'm fine till I'm alone. Because atleast when I'm around others, I take my mind off things and I tell myself to keep it together. It's a kind of motivation, really. When I realize that I'm alone, when nobody's watching, sometimes it just gets a little harder to keep it together. But it's okay, atleast I'm true to myself for that one moment.

I wish I didn't have to be okay.