I need closure

It's 1:09am right now. And I have to be awake in a few hours for school.

Thinking about all the words I haven't got a chance to say to you. I know I push you away, but I wished you would still put aside your pride and try.
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I wanna talk to you so so badly. I need to see you one last time. But after what you said to me, you made it clear you want nothing to do with me.

I just want closure.

And then I promise I'll disappear from your life. I promise.