maybe i just want someone that’ll buy me my fav flowers
someone that’ll meet me in the middle of the night
and sit with me & listen to my favourite songs by the beach

someone that wouldn’t just call me when they’re drunk
or keep saying they need me around
someone that understands that i’ll never be theirs
because i’m only my own

someone that’ll kiss me in the rain
and take me on long drives
& not ask me about what scares me
or why i don’t like to talk about certain things

someone who’ll stop trying to dig deep into my bones
someone who’ll just make me laugh till i ache & feel a little safer