for working on my flexibility & strength & dance & doing my work & volunteering & reading more & not feeling so lost w my responsibilities
feeling bad about myself occasionally -
for choosing the things I love over the people I love
(more often that I should)
when did I become so apathetic to the people around me?
relationships take so much effort;
to be a true friend to someone takes constant meet ups,
constant updates,
constant sharing,
taking care of the person,
being in the person's life.
else it would turn into a meaningless friendship
with shallow conversations,
forced interactions,
superficial updates
& pretend interest in each other's business
I don't mean my "see you soon"s anymore
I don't mean my apologies anymore
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is this growing up or is this growing apart?
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