Immobile

You lay in bed the whole day

you're not hungry 

you can't do anything 

you just want to stay in bed 

under sheets 

and after awhile you feel numb 

you don't feel that upset anymore 

then you scroll past a post 

or start to uncontrollably think about it

and you start to weep 

first it starts out as a tear drop 

then you start to frown 

and before you know it 

it's the cries that 

you struggle to breathe through

your chest goes 

up down

up down 

you try to remain as silent as possible

you don't want people to ask you about it

you want 

as much as possible 

to be left alone 

till it's over 

but i don't know when will it be over