I'm not

Feeling really shitty about myself recently. 

Feeling really unpretty to be exact. 

Don't get me wrong, I've never felt pretty but i look around me and it starts to hit me :

The not so pretty people are tall or skinny 

The not so skinny people are pretty or tall

The not so tall people are pretty or skinny

And if they're none, they're either clever or really nice 

And then I look back to myself and I realize, like one of my haters said on askfm, that I have "no looks no figure no personality"

that I am none of those things. 

And yknow what's the worst part? 

That the one person who made me feel good enough is the one making me feel inadequate. 

You used to call me beautiful, you don't anymore. 

You used to tell me I matter, you don't anymore. 

I'm not anymore,

I don't anymore.