I'm afraid that if you keep showing up and make me feel better,
then maybe I'll start liking it.
Liking it will lead to relying on it and by relying on it,
I become less of me that I've made myself into.
But what I'm most afraid of is that if I learn to rely on you,
then one day when I really need you to show up, you won't.
And then I'll be angry for believing in something
that no one had fully prove to me exists.
then maybe I'll start liking it.
Liking it will lead to relying on it and by relying on it,
I become less of me that I've made myself into.
But what I'm most afraid of is that if I learn to rely on you,
then one day when I really need you to show up, you won't.
And then I'll be angry for believing in something
that no one had fully prove to me exists.
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