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Thursday, October 24, 2013

20 facts about me part 2

So I've been really neglecting this space and I've decided that I'm gonna work on it but I'm so lazy rn, I'm just gonna do another 20 facts about me hohoho

1. One thing I really can't stand is when people don't answer my question. 
Like for example I ask if we're meeting for lunch and they go like "oh I'm so busy today you should understand........" But all i really want is a yes or no - can't stand it, it really pisses me off I don't know why.

2. I prefer small letters as compared to caps.
So when I text I usually don't use full stops or caps unless I need to. -it all kinda looks like this-

3. I like Malay food a lot.
I think it's because it's spicy and I loooove spicy food.

4. I don't comb my hair.
Like I like it when my hair's slightly messy or curly, I can't remember the last time I combed it.

5. I have this (bad) habit of singing in public.
Like when I'm walking home I'll have my earpiece on and I'll check my surroundings and sing the song I'm listening to but I usually embarrass myself anyway.

6. I adore Amanda Seyfried.
I just think she's really pretty, sweet, has nice hair, is a good singer, is a good actress.

7. I grind my teeth at night when I sleep.
My sister told me that it sounds like plastic bag(?) I don't know how or why but guess I'll just never know.

8. My favorite time of the day is at sunset.

9. I don't like nuts but I like pistachios a lot. 

10. Series of unfortunate events is a childhood movie of mine and also one of my all time fav movies.

11. My favorite cartoon movie would have to be spirited away.

12. Honking (by cars) gives me anxiety, I hate it.

13. (Recently) I enjoy being alone.
Eating/studying/shopping - I really like doing these alone now, as compared to how scared I was of being alone last time.

14. I have this obsession w Caramel Frappes.
I have ATLEAST 4 cups a week

15. I prefer salty things over sweet things so chips over sweets any day.

16. My shoe size's 37.5 so it's really annoying sometimes because usually shoes are sold at either a 37 or a 38 and ones a little too big and another's a little too small so I don't have a choice but to get a 38.

17. I write my dreams down. 
Like when I wake up I'll grab my phone and record whatever I remember because if I don't I probably never remember it again and I like being able to recall my dreams.

18. I sleep w a stuffed bunny everyday. It's the softest, most adorable thing.

19. My favorite color's white. And it has been for a pretty long time now. 

20. I'm a very lazy person. 
Once I got lazy halfway showering and I just turned off the water before I got any soap on and told myself "I'll try again tmr"

Thursday, October 17, 2013

That kind of love

This is an intense,
love-hate,
sneaking out at midnight,
bawling your eyes out,
talking for hours,
letter writing,
drunk calling,
breaking curfew to watch a movie, 
getting in trouble all the time, 
heart-wrenching,
butterflies,
falling,
walking up at 5am to walk the dog,
singing love songs, 
silent but fearless 
kind of love.

You know, that kind of love. 

Friday, October 11, 2013

Love will always be enough

At the end of the day,
when i'm sitting on my chair waiting for days to go by till my passing,
it's not the degree I'll hold close to me
or the the grades I've worked so hard for 

If I am lucky enough, I'll choose to have someone I love by my side, 
someone like you 

"We made it" 
you'll whisper through your dentures 
and I'll let out a crooked smile 
"Together" 
my heart'll beat a slow steady beat

or perhaps if I'm not that lucky,
then I'll be holding that photo album 
listening to the old tracks 
looking at each and everyone that has touched my life 
and changed it,
for better or for worse 

some say love's not enough,
there's much more to it 
but I disagree 

things fall apart when love's gone
couples divorce 
friends leave 
tears fall
hearts break

but as long as love's there, then 
it's enough 

love makes us forgive and forget
love helps us get back on our feet
love gets the world going 

love's always enough 

Wednesday, October 9, 2013