Just Friends

I know that I don't own you,
          and perhaps I never will,
          so my anger when you're with her,
          I have no right to feel.

I know that you don't owe me,
          and I shouldn't ask for more;
          I shouldn't feel so let down,
          all the times when you don't call.

What I feel, I shouldn't show you,
          so when you're around I won't;
          I know I have no right to feel it -
          but that doesn't mean I don't.

- Lang Leav

New year's resolution...not

I have decided not to do a list of resolutions cause come on let's be honest here, they're not gonna happen. And making a list will become a burden because its like a promise to yourself and the people you've told and in the end it'll just make you unnecessarily unhappy which is just stupid.

So from 2012 I've learnt that people just do shit that they want. They feel like leaving you - they do it. They feel like just being your best friend in like a few seconds - they do it. My point is that at this age, everyone's figuring everything out and things are changing every second.

Day by day we don't really notice, but just look back at the past year and you will realize everything has. God was things different this time last year.

The people I thought was going to be there forever aren't, and the people I never imagined talking to are one of my best friends rn.

Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it'll make. So this year, I'm gonna make the most of everything and be happy. Make myself happy before it all changes once again, because in the very near future, all these will be just memories.

I've gone through yet another year of bullshit, I can totally do it again.

Life is short and it sucks most of the time so lets be happy you penguins.